MERRY CHRISTMAS ELINE :D

hari ini dah 25dec. haha. merry christmas to papa's family ^^

i love this picture soo much! i felt like i was in wonderland. HAHA. actually side papa christian n they are having this kind of eid. hari ni semua org keluar tinggal eline dgn dania. kejam kan? :( tengok tengok kat hall. wah! ada hadiah. tapi tak tahu siapa bg :D nak tahu hadiah apa? HAHA.

I got this for xmas *pink lagi. this camera is like a toy for me tapi dah org bg eline ambil jelah :p THANK YOU eh siapa yg bagi ni? tapi lepas ni tolong jangan bagi hadiah yg warna pink lagi ye *=.=. btw, i love this camera!! HAHA. comel kan camera ni? macam eline :D

SHARP AT 12A.M

this happened when he got a chance to go his girlfriend's house. elfi ni gedik sebenarnya =='. dah balik tu tak duduk rumah pun. HAISH. he is on of my adviser :) thanks elfi for the gift. please be a loyal boyfriend for your girlfriend. she loves you so much. sekarang ni semua org tak ada kat rumah ecxept for dania, bibik and me. meia went for a course. mummy dgn papa keluar lah. elfi dgn eznee tak tahu lah :( i'm boring. paan dgn atim dah tdr. HAA, tinggal eline lagi :'( ICANTSLEEP! nvm, i wait for you. may this christmas brings much fun for my family and i :) *hope so
 wishing u guys MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

HOME!!

FUHH! miss my room a lot! penatnya, baru lah dapat rehat betul betul. almost a week i stayed there*hospital. at last dapat jugak check out. balik je terus on laptop :))

HAA! jap jap. tu bukan fb eline ye tapi orang lain punya. eline tengok je. GRRRRR~  baru nak on blog dengar mummy panggil. Yaya go n take ur bath now or i'll take ur laptop. dengan tak ikhlas pergi mandi jugak =.= *jahatnya eline


after a few ten minutes. JENG!! dah siap ^^

HAHA. nampak tak yang eline mandi tak ikhlas? from now eline tak boleh mandi malam :( before 7 mesti dah mandi. kesian kan? hm, eline je tahu macam mana perasaan eline oh :p
 best jugak masuk hospital. haha, dapat tengok orang nangis :D. at the same time i felt GUILTY. I'm sorry for troubling u guys :(
banyak sangat eline nak tulis tapi takpa lah. let me keep myself. ALLAH uji eline je kan? kan? *mummy cakap. oh takpa lah, eline terima je. ni semua takdir kan :)
but please dont leave me even for a second, i need u guys by my side :( ALL THE MOMENTS i shared with my family n my lovers are WORTHLESS :"D *seriously terharu
THANK YOU! (:

best thing :')

I wrote this by myself, read it and feel it :')

i'm weak without  you, i'm nothing because the love gone from you that giving me hope. as long as my heart still beating i'll still remind you. from you i met my life. for me you're the truly worth in my life. when all that have written for me are the best for you. i'll keep it as the best moment in my life. somehow, it's not easy to forget all my stepped that i kept FOREVER. i trust the faith and i'll mark it as the best moment in my life.

i wrote this for special lovers that i had. thanks guys for giving me a hope to face all the problems in my life. ILOVEYOU guys so much. you guys will never be replaced.

hee :)

BLOG!!! i miss youuu :(

hee, dah lama tak on blog ni. theres a lot of things i wanna story here :D
firstly, eline dpat hadiah mummy bg. guess what ^^

HELLO KITTY!! xD mummy gave me this as a present caused tlg kemas rumah. suka suka! haha. tapi agak malu lah nak pakai kan sebab warna pink. HAISH , nvm eline pakai jugak lah. THANKS mummy! LOVE you :) muacks :* i do appreciated this as a gift from you to me. hmm, apa lagi eh?*fikir. haa tu jelah kot :p
  DAA~

-_-

currently miss my bestfriend and my boyfriend :"(

nur jiehan nabilah. she's my bestfriend. jie, eline harap jie pun rindu eline. eline mintak maaf sangat sangat if ada buat silap kat jie. masa first time jie tegur eline, eline ingat jie nak marah eline pasal Dani. before kenal jie, eline tak tahu mcm mana attitude jie. after i knew u baru eline tahu jie baik sangat. before eline kenal jie, eline ada kawan baik but she died because of kidney's problem. i thanked Allah sebab bg jie kenal eline. jie banyak tlg eline bila eline ada masalah. after juf meninggal then jie tegur eline, jie bg advise baru eline tahu jie memang org yang baik. u also a GOOD LISTENER. eline mintak maaf sebab eline tak dapat tolong jie mcm manajie tlg eline bila ada prob. sorry, eline bukan org yang tahu nak tolong orang lain.ur attitude is same as my late bestfriend. eline harap our FRIENDSHIP will be lasting. THANKS for being my BESTFRIEND :)

you, firstly i nak mintak maaf pasal hari tu. i tak tahu mcm mana nak explain kat u. i just nak spend time dgn u. u treat me well and suddenly a few days before kita rarely contact. i bukan merajuk masa on call haritu. i know my voice changed after u ckp u nak pg kedai, i just frustrated bila tak dapat nak spend time dgn u. i takut nak contact u, i tak tipu. every moment i tggu u tapi i tak tahu nak buat apa. i hargai apa  u buat kat i walaupun u busy, u akan carik masa untuk i. i tahu tu. tapi i nak u tahu, i did the same for u. i mintak maaf, im not a good gf for u. i've tried my best and thats all i can do for u. i cant control myself. i know that. sorry Farhan, i'd hurt u a lot. I love you the way i can.


u both are so PRECIOUS to me. thanks for being a good listener. i miss you guys so much.
LOVEYOU.

:)haish(:

 

i used to say i'm me and i wont change for anyone else. we must learn from mistakes that we've done. i'm just a girl that doesnt know truely what LIFE means. i never showed that i APPRECIATE on what i've. ohhh, GOSH! please guide me and far from wayward. i'm such an ignorant girl. i'm HOPELESS, JOBLESS, HELPLESS and HEARTLESS. the two hardest things to handle in my life are FAILURE and SUCCESS. for whom that i'd hurt ur feeling i'm so sorry, i was trying to be the best. instead of my wrongdoings and i always against your thoughts. sorry for my negative behaviour. idk, how can u leave me. i'd tried to stay not to think about u, but i cant. i'm totally WIT. i also a nuisance girl. HAHA. what the heck i was thinking :DD
Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself even for a second. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. Sometimes you dont realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you. You never know what you have until its gone. BYE, lazy to write some more.



p/s: bibik panggil pg kedai xD

concern is my priority =..=

woke up late at 12 noon

tukk tukk*someone knocked the door

me   : what?*looked at my phone :))
bibik: dah tengah hari lah, bangun.
me   : kejap lagi yaya bangun.
bibik: cepat.
me   : ye bibik sayang

3minutes later, going to the kitchen

me   : bibik masak apa? yaya lapar lah.
bibik: tahu pulak lapar, pergilah makan laptop dengan hp yaya tu.
me   : tu mana boleh makan lah*geram
bibik: duduk je dalam bilik, tak payah lah makan.
me   : u're so fuss, hmm
bibik: pergi lah mandi nanti nenek datang
me   : nenek datang nak buat apa?
bibik: tengok yaya lah
me   : buat apa tengok yaya?
bibik: tak tahu lah....

me   : oh, bibik nampak tak chewing gum yaya yg dekat sini tu?
bibik: yg warna hitam tu?
me   : ye, mana eh? yaya  sorok dari dania.
bibik: dah buang lah, bibik ingat bekas kosong. ringan je.
me   : yaya baru makan 3 ada 6 lagi :(
bibik: nanti bibik beli lah kat 7e..
me   : takpa lah, tak nak.
bibik: tak nak sudah
me   : hmm.yaya nak mandi.
bibik: yaya sayang mummy dgn papa tak?
me   : sayang lah. knp?
bibik: kalau sayang buat lah macam sayang. ni buat hal masing masing je
me   : ....*fikir
bibik: bibik tgk yaya buat hal yaya je, mcm tak kisah apa nak jd kat rumah ni
me   : apa plak ni? yaya lagi salah :(
bibik: bila mummy dgn papa gaduh, yaya buat macam tak ada perasaan. boleh lagi main psp.
me   : tak kan yaya nak jd busybody. yaya diam jelah.
bibik: sekurangya bila mummy dgn papa blik kerja cuba lah duduk dgn diaorg. ni semua dalam bilik, sama lah meia pun.
me   : hmm
bibik: cuba yaya bayangkan kalau yaya ada ank tapi susah nak jmpa
me   : anak? tak tahu.
bibik: nanti yaya tahu lah. dah dah pergi mandi cik FARHAN.
me   : eh?*mana bibk tahu nama dia
bibik: muka je cantik bangun lewat.
me   : memang cantik pun*perasan
bibik: cantik macam lidi je
me   : biarlah. bibik jealous
bibik: tak ada jealous nya, pergi mandi lah
me   : okay sayang
bibik: jgn lama lama
me   : ye....


pagi pagi dah dengar ceramah =..=
btw,
THANKS bibik sebab tegur salah yaya :p